Our little sweetie!

Here are a few pictures to get things started. We aren't the best photographers but we are getting a lot of practice. She seems to be trying to bond with both of us. Brian gets the cold shoulder every now and then but when she is in the mood, she really likes to play with both of us. She prefers I feed her, she fights sleep like nothing I have ever seen, they said she likes bathing but changing her clothes or diaper or bathing is like trying to give a cat a bath!!!!
I can't say for certain how much she weighs. She is as we thought, 12 months in size if it shrinks and 9 months if it doesn't. I have been obsessed with how much she will weigh (It is a job related thing). A bottle is the way to get her in better spirits. When she smiles, she really cheeses and she has about 3 teeth in the front!!!!
The experience is sureal! Having somebody need me for everything is so very different. We are just trying to let her go at her own pace (except for the bath!)
She really is protective of her hand. She is able to do much more than I expected. She can't walk and her balance is not great, but she can stand by pulling herself up and has made a few gains in the past 16 hours!

Thanks for the prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In Beijing

So for nothing exciting to report. We obviously made it to Beijing. Tomorrow we head to Zhengzhou and Monday we get Amelia!!!!! This trip has been quite an experience so far. We are traveling with some great people! There is such a large age difference and needs difference in the children we are all adopting.
For me the plane travel was a big hurdle. I am not going to say I jumped it because I still have 4 flights left!
We have been very careful with what we eat, but that hasn't seemed to be effective.... I am in awe of my surroundings. Brian is great with foreign travel. Not much else to say. We are just waiting for Monday!!!! Thanks for the prayers. We need them, and at times I can feel them!!!!

A little update...

We haven't heard anything about when we are traveling yet. We did get some updated information today. We were pretty excited to get anything. They didn't send any new pictures but we will take what we can get. New measurments are 17.2 pounds 27 3/4 inches, 3 TEETH! and it just said "healthy". Tomorrow is her 1st birthday. While we would love to be able to celebrate that with her, we will make all that up to her once we get home. For now we are comforted to know that she is doing well.
Her official Name is Amelia Eleanor Li Yun

Thanks!

Thanks to my Mom and Dad for giving up their weekend to help us get Amelia's room together. I had no idea how much work I had to do! Who knew hanging wall letters was so difficult? We are very pleased with how her room turned out and really appreciated the help. It felt so good to be able to celebrate.

Introducing Pu Min Chen (Amelia)

We are so very grateful to announce the referral of our daughter Pu Min Chen (Amelia Eleanor) she will have a chinese name too, but we haven't decided on that yet.
She was born on Nov. 12 2008 in the Henan Province of China. We have no idea when we will get to bring her home. We are hopeful it will be soon!

We don't have words to express our Joy. We recieved PA today. It has been really hard not to post this for the past 28 days! We are so blessed and cannot wait to complete our family.

Emotional Roller Coater

The past few weeks have been a little rough to say the least. I think that about sums it up.

Another little anniversary.....

I had a really hard time choosing a picture for this post. I finally decided on something that looked calming because that is what I really need at this time.
Today marks three years of starting the adoption process for us. We never imagined that three years into this, we would still be at the beginning.

As usual I type a long, revealing entry and then delete it. If I told my true emotions, I would have to admit them to myself. At this time, I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me from many different directions. I will leave it at that.